A podcast series that investigates the heavy use of incarceration as a response to the harms of crime. Season one explores how many incarcerated people seek to atone for their misdeeds, despite the challenging conditions in prison. Season two follows a group of prosecutors as they travel inside the walls to learn what it means to be convicted of a violent crime, and to try to overcome the challenges of incarceration.
Episodes
Monday Dec 21, 2020
Season One: The Trailer
Monday Dec 21, 2020
Monday Dec 21, 2020
How do we atone for the worst thing we’ve ever done? Many prisoners at the Oregon State Penitentiary wrestle with this question every day. In this 8-part series, they share their stories with Steve Herbert, describing how they strive to make amends in an age of mass incarceration.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E1: ’If I Die Tomorrow, What Legacy Do I Have?’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Violence was a constant in the lives of both Anthony and Theron, starting at a very young age. Once in prison, they began to question their allegiance to their gangs and their reliance on violence. What motivated that introspection and change?
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E2: ’That’s When the Remorse Set In’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
For many prisoners, remorseful thoughts of their victims motivate a drive toward atonement. Terrence and Moustafa describe how their regret propels them to be better people.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E3: ’And It Is Hard’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Inside of prison, finding and walking the right path is not always easy. Cameron and Steve wanted to become different people, but had to overcome the culture of prison violence to do so.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E4: ’Finding A WayTo Express Those Emotions’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Learning how to understand and control your own emotions is an important step toward atonement. But that’s not so simple in the hyper-masculine world of prison.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E5: ’Put a Little More Air In His Balloon’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
To recognize that one has done wrong often motivates a desire to do right. Prisoners seeking to atone try to do good works in an environment where positivity is not usually celebrated.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E6: ’Something Positive The Universe Gains’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
What debts do we owe after committing a crime? How does one repair the moral fabric after a serious wrong? The men describe the importance of repentance to them, and how they try to make that real in their everyday actions.
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E7: ’It Does Let Us Off The Hook’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
To make amends requires accepting responsibility for the harm you’ve caused. But in an adversarial legal process, how easy is it to take accountability for criminal wrongs, especially in the age of mass incarceration?
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
S1 E8: ’We’re Genuinely Trying To Repair That Harm’
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
Sunday Dec 27, 2020
How can convicted criminals fully appreciate the impact of their actions? If that might involve communication with their victims, how can that occur? Can American prisons embrace the principles of restorative justice, and help create communities where remorse can be expressed and genuine change facilitated?
Saturday Mar 11, 2023
Season Two: The Trailer
Saturday Mar 11, 2023
Saturday Mar 11, 2023
Long prison sentences for violent crimes have made the United States the most punitive nation in history. And it is prosecutors who secure the convictions that generate those long prison terms.
But what do prosecutors know about what happens to those they convict? What might happen if a group of prosecutors went inside the walls, and talked to prisoners about the heavy use of incarceration as a response to violence? What can they learn from each other, and what can we learn from listening in?